Saturday, March 20, 2010

to free his mind in search of...

if it werent for the fact that my dads smoked weed for the last 35 years resulting in me fearing addiction i might start trying it.
so im like the lonely stoner minus the stoning.
im getting more complacent with being reclusive...
still writing, still not recording.
still getting fucked over by those who i took a gamble on and trusted.
still losing to losers.

and people think having money is everything...


Monday, February 22, 2010

resons why i dont blog anymore

1- nobody reads this
2- takes time
3- nothing to say

dude as soon as i get a life, this shit is taking off, i promise.
until then, these sporadic/complaining posts are all you get...


Monday, January 11, 2010


welp school tomorrow, idk maybe i might somehow start liking it.
yeah, i doubted that too, but whatever, this breaks sucked too so it cant be too much worse

ehh just felt like putting something up even though only 2 people read this

ps. i emailed XV, i wonder if he'll reply
thatd make 2010 for me if everything went down like in my daydream
farfetched, but possible



Tuesday, December 29, 2009


are still not met works in progress.
-still got WAY too much empty time
-failed to get my liscence

-still have no idea what im doing with my life
-still have worsening family issues...

ok now with the positives

-got part my summer planned out already (complete with asian chick who wants me)
>ok, im being a total whore and contradicting previously made statements (shes taken), but i figure if your girl still wants me after not seeing me for a year you dont deserve to keep her
-computers been repaired
-know i got at least a 4.0
-got a few goodies for christmas
-found some pretty damn good music (as well as made a bit)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

what'll we do tonight brain?

the same thing we do every night, TRY AND TAKE OVER THE WORLD.

yeah back to reality...
im not gunna elaborate on me not blogging or why im doing it now and get to ny point.
if im not doing work im bored 90% of the time and thats foul, as lame as elsinore is theres no reason for me being at home as much as i am. i need more/new friends
i love my nerds and all but our list of things to do together is rather short
and my jocks are awesome but most of those n1ggas are dumb
*a lovely lady in my life would be nice too

ehh, i need a solution to this


oh ps. if they sell attention deficit at target and i dont legally buy it, i hope i get hit by lightning while jet skiing

Saturday, September 19, 2009


is ever changing and i think im changing with it

lets see who wins...

Monday, August 17, 2009


yeah so i didnt get the girl...
happy for her - yes
happy - no
the guys a lowkey d-bag

i tried and i failed yeah i shot and i missed
i still see a way to be close so i will just take this
a different kinda relationship with love but were not dating miss
yes i do plan to be close and a much as a friend can get
first off ill let you know im not trying to take his place
aint got a plan or a plot nor am i trying to plead a case
but what i will do is say that i do want you in my life
ill gladly be the best man since i cant have you as my wife
i just wanna be on your line, be connected
dont even need the x & o be my best friend
i know, ive been rejected still gotta have you some way
heres a secret i still dream that ill have you one day
pathetic maybe so how im never letting go
but im stubborn with my loving through and through from head to toe
and i know, it wont happen its what im expecting
but since i cant be your man ill be the next best thing
just hanging out no dates pecks on the cheek, no face
and while id love to hold your hand side be side's just great
as long as im in your presence its better than christmas presents
we'll be good and friendly like the words in this message