if it werent for the fact that my dads smoked weed for the last 35 years resulting in me fearing addiction i might start trying it.
so im like the lonely stoner minus the stoning.
im getting more complacent with being reclusive...
still writing, still not recording.
still getting fucked over by those who i took a gamble on and trusted.
still losing to losers.
and people think having money is everything...